why?

why am IN LOVE with someone who may not love me?
why is it that he is the only one who completes me, gets me to open up so easy, gets me to be myself, trust him completely,and is the only man I have ever been able to fall IN LOVE with?
why is this one man the only man I have ever been able to see and feel a future with let alone a marriage?
why do I wish for him to see me differently then the one who hurt him though he may never do that?
why does it hurt to know that I love him so and want him so yet may never have him be with me the way we are meant to be?
why am I able to keep on putting on smiles when I just want to cry and hide?
why is it that I must suffer for being In Love with him, wanting him,caring about him and more just because I am part of the one who did hurt him?
why must he tell me he wants me and loves me and we are together yet he is not here with me?
why oh why must I be so IN LOVE with him yet not be able to be happy with him like I want to be?
I would never hurt him on purpose,lie to him,change him,or anything but be there for him, love him, care for him, cherish him, and so much more. We may have problems but I would be willing to talk them out,not push him away or ever cheat on him. I am in love with one person and wish he would give me a chance for I am not the one who hurt him and we have never had problems.
why must i hurt to be in love yet not want to stop being in love with him?
why won't you give me a shot when you say you love me,want me,see a future with me and are happiest when you are with me? why must you let fear keep you away from me?
why?????